I'll be a good boy

What do you want from me?

What do you want from me?

To sit and do nothing - to hurt and ask for more?

I'll be a good boy - for you

I'll be a good boy - for them

I'll be a good boy - for now

I'll be a good boy - till I fuck you all

I'll fuck you all
....
I'll fuck you all


{lyrics to a song? }

Respect the barriers

You already new what the barriers were before you even started.

You knew your path and all you had to do was look straight and follow it.

But you had to wonder what's around and why.

It was simply too boring to be selfish.

You wanted to be nice to everyone. You tried to be friends with everyone.

And you ended up with nothing.

You are not that much of a good person to be likable anyway.

Accept it - absorb it - release it

Decisions people willingly make in their lives have turned them into something you cannot relate to.

Respect the barriers - they are there for a reason.

The nerd can die

You have been nothing but harmful to me since the day I arrived.

Now all you had to do was accept me for what I am and appreciate what I do for you.

If you did that, we would get along just fine.

It may come as a surprise to you but I am aware of all the whispering, badmouthing behind my back that is going on.

If you actually try to be nice and stop pretending to be nice, I WILL notice the difference.

Or you can continue to apply your stereotypes on me.

And see them fail one by one - which just makes you even more mad.

I still can't understand how you can fuck up such a place with your shitty ways.

You slimy piece of shit. I hope you die.

Why are you so offensive?

You must think I'm stupid to ask me something like that right?

Since you made the question, will you let me give you the answer uninterrupted?

...

I assume you live in a world filled with angels that have the best of intentions.

Because where I live people need guidance otherwise they will try to take advantage of anything.

If I don't push back they will always try to fuck me over.

Does that sound familiar to you?

...

You see how easy that was? You only had to admit one thing...

That maybe I KNOW what I'm doing and you just deserve what you're getting.

Doing Nothing

- And what are you doing now - sitting home doing nothing?

She smiles with pleasure...

- You seem pretty happy about it.

And then out of spontaneous excitement I started dancing and waving my hands, while singing:

- Yes, I'm doing nothing - Yes, I'm doing nothing - nothing - nothing

And with an instant stop I continued seriously.

- Yes, I'm doing nothing...of your concern. Nothing!

Trapped in mediocrity

I realized it's me. I'm the negative energy.

I can't work where people aren't exceptional. I simply detest mediocrity.

I hate average people talking to me and with their common theories and their stupendous lifestyles. I can't stand their non-sophisticated way of thinking and...

It's me

It's me

It has been me all along.

What I need to do is simple: Find other people like me. There ARE people out there that can understand me and support the same ideals.

I should not be afraid to reach out what I want to be.


Average people will ALWAYS remain at that - average.

I will never be afraid to lift my head up high again.

The breakdown of tolerance

What I want is,when I talk with my calm voice and say something YOU will LISTEN as if I'm shouting at you like I'm doing now!!!

Because when I open my mouth to say something, I am always right!!

But noooo, I have to be nice to you, hear your thoughts...

Well fuck that

{pointing the finger to his face}

You cannot be nice to assholes, that is the lesson here!

{and while walking away}

Who said "Consider the opinion of the ASSHOLE?!" - HA!